Not to sound like a life coach ;P - but my general advice is to be more open-minded >>
While not on the site any longer, it's out there if you look. I am always able to find one ...Rop++
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I bought one last year that I love. I doubt it is what you have in mind, and is obviously ++
The Sephora site will tell you if a product is sold in store & which location has it instead of