Tom ford private blend lip color coco ravish

For reference I'm a NC45. This is my second tube of this beauty and I must say the reason why is because its a nude that I can swipe on and not worry about including lip liner to make it WOC...

$50 for a lipstick really?! I couldn't rationalize spending so much but after constantly looking at all these swatches online and understanding if I spend $50 once maybe I will find the perfect...